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shabe ghadre 93!

yadete un salio k dashti azam dur mishodi?

yadete tavalodaam shabe ghadr bood

parsal hamin mogheha bood k na omidam kardi az khodet!3 sal migzaree!

havaset hast?

 

+ نوشته شده در  چهارشنبه بیست و پنجم تیر 1393ساعت 18:26  توسط آزالیا | 
dari chi kar mikoni ba khodet?? hich maloom hast????to hamun adamii??????

bahsam sare khodam nist! bahsam sare toe!!!daro che ghalati mikoni ba zendegit???

zendegie khodete??? midunam ! jun kandam ta resundamt be ye jahaii! jun kandam ta az chale daravordameet! dari ba sar miri tu chah???

unam jolo cheshmam!!inke harfi nemizanaam o sokut mikonam nahayate bozdelime! chi begam bet akhe?

begam nakon in kararo! begam tahe in rah ke dari miri hamash zararee baraat????

be mizane salaye dustimun dare miresee.. salhayi k nabudi...!vali chera man hanoooz negaranetam  o nemidunam! chera delam shure karato mizane?

hey be ino un migam ye harfi bet bezanan! ye hoshdari ye tashari ye chiziii...!

mishinam kenaret mese ye adame gharibe..say mikonam gheyre mostaghim bet befahmunam ye chizai o!

MAN!!! duram azat ama havasam behet hast!harchand duradur...mahi ye dafe!

Nazar..nazar shekast bokhori baz!in shekastaaas ke toro az khodet dur mikonee!

toro dur mikone az chizi k mishnakhtaaam!

delam mikhad vaysam ruberoot o begam nemizaraaam ba khodet inkararo  koni!

man ba kasi moshkeli nadaraaaam! hamin k khoshbakht bebinamet baram kafiye.....

midunam tu in dastan rah b jayi nemibari

midunaaam badeha kheyli jolodaret mishan o unmoghe bara kheyli chiza dire!

cheshmaat ba man harf mizanee!..bet k goftaaam!

be khodet biaaaa!

be khodet biia ta dir nashode!!!

+ نوشته شده در  سه شنبه سیزدهم خرداد 1393ساعت 0:5  توسط آزالیا | 
maaaan shadidaaaaaaan tahte tasire musicaam!

va bikhialiye  alanamam madyuuun hamin ahangaaam


Felling free :D

+ نوشته شده در  جمعه نهم اسفند 1392ساعت 2:12  توسط آزالیا | 
in!!!!

avalin safare mashhadam bi to bud!

bade  7 sal!

be emam reza gofte budam! misporamesh b daste khodet o khodaaat!

harchi pish ayad! ..bayad baram khosh ayaad!

jat khalii bood! kheiiliiii!


+ نوشته شده در  چهارشنبه نهم بهمن 1392ساعت 19:24  توسط آزالیا | 
daram paaak mikonam khaterato yavash

  vaghti mibinam mimiri injuri to barash...

mane ghamgiiiin manee morde

 mano yadet miad??? mane del azorde?


p n : ahangaye dayan o shadidaaan dust midaraam! kheili taze besh residaan amaaa man kheili az dardamo ba ahangash aroom kardaam!




+ نوشته شده در  سه شنبه یکم بهمن 1392ساعت 0:23  توسط آزالیا | 
do sale daram khabeto mibinam bea estesnaa!!!!!

khodet rahatii har ja k hasti...

bas nist azab  keshidanaam??

bas nis??

jadut kardan vagaarnnaaa man hamun adaamam!
to enghadr bi tafavot nabudi nesbat be man!

ozaee khaste konandeeeyieee!

+ نوشته شده در  جمعه بیست و نهم آذر 1392ساعت 12:26  توسط آزالیا | 
eteraf mikonam k harcheghadam sare adam sholugh bashe! ba har no gheshr adamii

ama tahe tahe dastaan adam delesh kaasiooo mikhad k nist o vojude khareji nadaree!

doro  baram adam ziadee! dustaam ziadaan! dustayiii k baraam kheylii azizaan

ama har kudum dar nayhayat mashghaleye khodeshuno daraan o foghe foghesh nazdik tarin dusteshun!

man!

hes mikonam tahe hame dastanam nabudeto! vaghti hesse omid varie bish az had daraam! vaghti khoshalaaam! delam mikhad begiram shomarato bet begaam dastane zendegimo!

hame yekio daran k hame asrare zendegishuno barash began!

uni kasi k toro azam gereftt khub fekresh kard mikard! vaghti dustesh doresh zaad fekre ye duste jadid zade bood b saresh! yeki k bash bashe!

unvaght man toro sepordam be daste khodaa! bar asasee inke khodesh mifahme ke hame zendegimee!

khodesh mifahme k bedune on nemmitunam zendegi konam!sakhtamee!

vaghtiam k raftii goftam hatman barmigarde! yekam k azam dur bashe hame chi dorost mishe!ama ghafel budam az adami k kamin karde bud bara tanhayiaat!

kamin karde bood k dur kone toro azam!ye negah bendaz!bebiiiiiiiiiiiiin!

man hAstam amaa un k noist toyiiii!

un hame harfato kojaye delam bezaraam???

tu in donya hichi bi javab nemimunee!hichii!!

! !!

+ نوشته شده در  پنجشنبه چهاردهم آذر 1392ساعت 13:44  توسط آزالیا | 
آدمها می آیند زندگی می کنندو میروند
اما فاجعه زندگی تو آن هنگام آغاز میشود که...
آدمی میرود اما نمیمیرد...
میماندو نبودنش در بودن تو چنان ته نشین میشودکه
تو میمیری در حالیکه زنده ای...



 khundamesh in jomlaro! ye bar sar sariiii...

baz khundamesh!

che ashna bood!!!!!!!!


khastam tu wats upam bezaramesh ama goftam ye vaght fek nakoniii manzuri daraam!

yadet umad?

vaghti mikhasti azam dur shi bem goftii inoo! vasam dame ghuruub smsm esh kardi!!!!

khundameshhh !ba khodam goftaam chera enghad dare jeddish mikonee!

man???

tu zendegim kheyli eshtebah kardam! kheyliii

 axato k har ja mibinam ye labkhand mizanam!

malumeee talkhee!

tu delam aaaaah mikesham az nabudet!

hasratee kheyli chizaro b delam gozashtiii!

shayad nadunii!

nemidunam cheme baz! k mikham begam harfamo!

to!

aziz tarinam budiiiii! ta donya donyast ajimiiii! hata age khodet nabashi!

hata age nakhaay!

hataa age nazaraan!

to masule halo ruzamii!

masule in bi tafavotimiiiiiii!

to !ayad javab pas bedii! na k ba enteghaam! na k ba kineeee!

vaymisam jolo rut! zar zaaar gerye mikonam ye rooz!

bet migam cheraa azabam dadiii!??????

mage man joz inke duset dashtam kari kardaam?

mage joz inke moteadel budaneto khastam kari kardam?

mage man joz inke az khodam  zadam vase to kari kardaaaaaam?

na!hich kar!!!!!!!!!!!!!  hich kar nakardaam!!!!

age azyatetam mikardam gahii! mikhastam ba chesham bebinam k dusam dariii! bebinaam k nabasham chi mishiii!

miduni?

az mozalateee ye dustiiiiiiiiiii ine k taraaaf ta jayi barat pish miree k engar az avale omr bat bude! enghaaadr khub mifahmatet k khodetam bavaret  nemishee! mishe mese khahaar baraat! mishe aaz khunevadaaaat!

ama darddddd....dard az unjayi shuru mishe k  dorost vaghti  besh etemad mikoniii mizaratet mire! joon bekani vase bargashtanesham nemiaad!

ey amaan !

amaan az in boghz hayii  k tu galoom munde!





+ نوشته شده در  شنبه هجدهم آبان 1392ساعت 15:27  توسط آزالیا | 
nabayd nesbat b to k aziz tarinam  budi bi tafavot basham!

na!

nabayd!

bayad vaghti pishet mishestam ehsase aramesh mikardam!

bayad delam barat tang she!

bayad az didanet cheshmat o nehahet ehsase aramesh mikardam!

ama baram faarghi nadasht

in bi ehsasiii  mano yade ruzaye khubi nemindazee!

!

!



+ نوشته شده در  چهارشنبه بیست و چهارم مهر 1392ساعت 12:43  توسط آزالیا | 
man!

mani k dg farghi baram nadare!

chera bayad pasham beram?

dus dashtam beshinam o bet salam konam! nega konam tu cheshat!

bebini chi shodam!

sardie negahamo hes koni

inke boland shodam raftam jayi k toro nabinam ye amale kamelan gheyre eradi bood!

bar hasbe adatam in aro kardam

ya inke khodamo enghadr ghargghe fekram konam k badesh az kasi beporsam asan mage sare kelase?

bad k mibinam nagahato tahe delam ye pouz khandi mizanam!!!

midunesti?

gahi moche negahato migereftam!zir cheshi negah kardaneto!

Are!

shayad nakhaste bude! hatta shayad khodetam nafahmide bashii!

ama haoozam hamoon adami!!!

khodeto rang kon jaye harchi mikhay befroosh!

bazam hamoon aadami!

Are!

hamoon adaaam!




+ نوشته شده در  جمعه پنجم مهر 1392ساعت 22:36  توسط آزالیا |